Saturday, July 3, 2010

Its being a long time since i last updated, so here i go.

Just passed out from BMT, earned myself a Company Best Award and now just hoping i can get a chance to go into Officer Cadet School. Well, made alot of new friends and its kind of sad leaving them. I remember when i just entered BMT, i was very much addicted to a army song, which goes something like "training to be soldiers, fight for our land, once in a life, two years of our time~~". I kept singing and leading this song almost everyday, till the last day of POP i sang it out loud for the last time while my platoon is marching to the stadium for the final parade, my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks. Its kind of emotional.

BMT is really fun, there are tough times while there are times when we all really laughed like crazy. Our commanders always make jokes and the way they speak is really hilarious, imagine a laughing through out a lecture is like oh my god.. Life inside is really discipline and i felt really stronger after the whole process, physcially and mentally. There's alot of things i learned to cherish, simple things such as having a solid concrete ground to step on, showering, sleeping, having loves ones around you, or a simple snicker bar.

Although it sucks to wake up in the wee hours of the morning, but i got used to it already. I finally picked up habit of eating breakfast in the morning btw. The food really sucks sometimes, but when the good ones come, its really good trust me. We got ginseng soup, sweet mango and some random food at times. But the thing that makes you cry is when you ask for more meat, the uncle looks at you and smile, "more meat uh, can can!" then he start scooping alot of gravy without the meat and pour it over your plate, trying to make you feel good.

Its being nearly a year, and it still hurts very badly everynight, though its just a month plus together. But seeing that she is happy now, at least i felt better and glad she found someone really better.
~me~ at 10:51 PM