Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Yesterday i got dam retarded at gym. I don't know how i actually sprained my neck while doing lex exercise. Then, i was doing dips with dumbell between my legs, and i pushed so hard, i got no energy and dropped the dumbbell. It's fucking pai seh, so dam loud, everyone looking at me and the broken dumbbell on the floor.
I was asked by the staff to go aside to write an incident report, need pay anot still don't know. If i had to, then there goes my attachment pay. One gym guy came up to me and asked "spoiled liao uh?", i nodded and he replied "wah lau i still wan to use it to do bicep curl one leh!". ASS HOLE..
Didnt have a good sleep at all because of neck sprain, half the time flipping on my bed so dam slowly like a sloth. Flipping each time can be so pain that i whole night yelling in pain. cb..
Anyway, i read something interesting recently which corrected my understanding all these time. Courage is not the absence of fear, it is the judgment that something else is more important than the fear.
~me~ at
6:52 PM