Saturday, April 4, 2009

Im writing this blog now coz im fucking pissed, please exit this screen if you do not wish to read about my anger.

I got home from camp and on the way home i received many calls from home and hung up, i didnt know its actually my brother who is calling this time. Suddenly my brother msged me, "good lor, leave me to quarrel with dad" followed by "come back please i miss you all."

I got back home and my dad came to open the door, i know something is wrong. He open the door with a smiling face and tried to crack lame jokes with me, i just gave him a fuck face without even finding out what happened, then i started scolding him for nothing.

As expected, i got into bedroom and my brother is crying, i seriously fucking wanna whack tat old hag if i can. The fucking old hag, quarreled with my brother, threaten, said alot bullshit and screamed like a mad idiot till my brother buay tahan and cried. Pcb, you're just a fucking stranger to me, don't fucking come and bully my brother or who so ever in "my family".

Simply, i got no fucking feeling for you, you should jolly well know i've fucking no respect for you, you can don't bother hoping for me to fucking support you when i grow up. Give me the "wanna fight" face and attitude, just becoz you're my dad you big fuck? Ask me to fuck off from this house, you think i wanna live here? How i wish everytime i could move out to anywhere, even live in drain, also better then seeing your dumb fuck face.

Just by seeing you're face makes me boil up seriously, not saying to exagerate or whatsoever, but i really boiled up each time i see your face. Thats how much i hated you. My only escape is to go in army, i yearn to go in asap, then we wouldnt need to quarrel. I couldlt describe how guilty and fuck up i felt when i realised i hung up the phone calls from my brother who is actually crying and calling me for help. This goes the same for going to this FO camp and leaving him at home with that old hag.

Sorry.
~me~ at 7:42 AM