Monday, January 5, 2009

Went to Esplanade to break by myself again. Over there, they have a tradition that is when you enter the under-pass, you have to shake hands with ALL the bboys there. Today tried it for the first time, they all turn out to be very friendly!

Well, saw alot different size peeps doing all the fancy techniques, felt very intimdated but nevertheless motivated. As yu ren said, you yan bu zhi orh yee orh, don't look down on nerd people, you never know how well they can break..

I have alot of friends around me who are very not indepedent. E.g if they wanna go out, they have too see how many people are going too, that's a very annoying thing. I entered Taekwondo, Aikido, Dragonboat and now breaking all by myself, cause my friends are not interested or lazy or not enough people going also. At least i have the innitiative to pursue my goal by myself.

I witness how some of my friends around me are struggling with their friendships, and i began to have the same problem too. It's easy to start and hard to maintain, it really feels bad to be lonely and calling all your friends and non of them is willingly to come out. You suddenly have a feeling that you don't have much friends.
~me~ at 9:53 AM