Friday, August 1, 2008

First of all, i would like to say, Ah Lun you really pissed me off today during the Inter-law captain's ball games. I know you are tall, and obiously i can see that! But if you trying to tell me that becoz of that you are a big fuck, den get aside. Keeping telling me what's the point of defending and so on, if you tink u really so big fuck, den i suggest that you play by urself, or even better u stand a chair and stand there to show ppl how tall you can be =) This is directed to you and you can approach me anything in school, i'm always free ^^ You can really read books and stuff, but you seriously dunno how to read the " I'm Pissed Off" face, hello matured immatured, please be more sensitive of what you say please!

Anyway that's all for his part. After all the games, we all had fun and my class win 1 lost 4 matches. After which, those present begin to take pictures in groups, and suddenly i realises how bad it feels to be lonely watching people taking photos happily together. At this point of time i really wanted to have my best friends around me to chase away the loneliness, and at this time i could only think of Andrew and Jeremy my 2 best friend ever had who was with me for years and we really went though alot things. They are the ones that had really cared for me and i've long treated them like brothers. And not forgetting Jah Joon, Ben, Jeffrey and his clique. Also, Jean and her clique of 03 walkie talkies, they made me felt cared for in school like never before, though i'm not part of their class but it really makes me feel warm in school when i'm with them. It really feels bad to be lonely.. And if i can, i would really want to make the people around me feel not lonely, that's my target !

Previously in my year one, the class is like a piece of land after a earthquake, all splitted into many cliques. Alot of politics really made me sick, racial things, discrimination, battle for the most noisy and order to get fame? I really wished i'm from L103 last year, i would really treasure this thick friendships.
~me~ at 9:31 AM